all the small things...

i miss the stuff
all the little things.... in a relationship
not even the comfort.... or even the security of it...
there i go again.... feeling all depro
the hugs and the silly sms's
the hand holding and that look from across the room,

pet names and playful teasing

the ass pinching and the tickle fites,

even the WWF chapionships that end in lurve making

the butterfly kisses

lying in bed and chatting till 3am

knowing their smell, not cologne but their smell

waking up next to someone and feeling like thats the moment u live for

falling asleep while giving a back tickle

or giving him a head rub to help him sleep

taking a bubble bath or shower together

making him coffee... just the way he likes it...

leaving little love notes hidding in amoungst his things

getting a single solitary red rose, just cos he loves me

mmm... its such a pity

i really miss it ... but at the same time

i really dont wana get hurt like that again