....falling out of love....

....with love.

what has happened to me??? i've read thru some old posts... about love and romance and the ex's... and i'm like "wot was i thinking??"

stupid girl... get a grip... PLEASE....

granted i'm not entirely happy now... but i'm not that pathetic, desperate and devastated piece of love puppy that i used to be... i dont know, maybe my problem is that i know what's at stake if i fall inlove again... so i probably convince myself that i dont miss little, sweet, lame-ass cute things that come with being inlove... thing is...

i dont miss it one bit.

Memoirs

.... starting to sound like a broken record when i say this but... damit!! where has the time gone... more importantly... what have i been doing with my time... aside from work and trying to find some kind of happiness.... i've just started writing (well typing) my memoirs... yes, lil' ol' me is typing my biography... yes yes i know... who the hell am i?? no-one knows me... i'm not even a little bit famous... but u know what i'm thinking- maybe my book will be my claim to fame(all 5 minutes of it)... who knows... they'll read it at book club and discuss it in depth, hey, Dr Phill may even wanna interview me, cos we sure as hell know there's nothing wrong with me upstairs... problem is that alot of what's published in this blog will probably be in it anyway...

(note to self: dont cut and paste)